Sunday, May 11, 2008

God before he could speak

God is primarily love, not thoughts and ideas. So to know god you need to know love. We ourselves have thoughts and ideas so a higher being like god could certainly have these too. But if you accept the idea of god as a personal creator, you still have to see that a time must have existed before god created the level of consciousness that we have now. It is this god I want to explore, god before creation.
Thoughts as we humans see them are primarily words, created to describe physical created things. Descriptions of experiences and structured events. The words them selves, which we couple closely with "intelligence" or "logic," are created. So logic as we know it, is therefore also a creation. God wouldn't speak a language, because to do so first he must create one.
Imagine a god before words, before language, before creation, just the feelings the emotions. Something may form in his "mind" he then sees it as good or bad, he likes it or dislikes it. God can choose, use his will, to give this a place in creation, or forget it.
Natural selection. Is still selection. Picking the best ideas, the best solutions. Who chooses? Who says this works better than that? Surely chaos is perfect in expressing perfect chaos? So where does the beauty come from, the happiness? The joy of things being ordered and not chaotic? Formed and not random?
Does beauty begin to form only after the eye has evolved? Is it effected by the conscious experience of visual likes and dislikes? They eye itself is a mystery as it suggests we need eyes to see the physical world. Yet sight is not limited to those with eyes. Sight is something the brain can achieve without eyes. Dreams prove this. So did sight exist in the brain alone, before the eye even evolved? Or did the eye evolve first and then the brain had to start evolving a computer program to prosses and understand this new data called sight?
What need is there for the eye? It allows us to see each other, and to see the same physical objects as every one else. But do we need to? The physical laws that realise these items or cause these items we see to be real, what purpose do they serve? When you realise this you will realise it is all real. Why sight? To know that other are out there, its just we were blind to that. Many tho' having eyes still are blind to that realisation. Was it god or evolution that saw a need for us to see each other? We could have scrambled around gathering food and surviving without ever knowing any others like us were here, not being aware of them, from any of our senses! Our body can carry around our consiousness without needing to know how it does it. So we could exist in a dream world, one of our own, inside our head before the 5 senses ever evolved externally. Creating our own internal dream reality in our own heads. While our body wanders the earth alone, outwardly as it interacts with the physical world. So what determined our need to see each other? To touch each other? To be aware there was anyone else out there at all? Love!!! Love, sought to find others, wanted so much to find others it created a way to evolve eyes to see others.

If you simply "will" or "wish" for your arm to move, it moves. You don't have to tell it to move. I mean, you just feel, I want to do this, you don't even have to think the words "arm move now" Will or faith has the power to create things, causes things to happen. If you didn't have the will to move your own arm it would remain motionless. So will, causes things to move, to happen. Desire drives things to find satisfaction. What drive to find nourishment does a single cell have, if any? Or what drive does a simple hydrogen atom have if any?

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